Toys have arrived!

Well, our new toys have arrived. The Queen’s lipstick vibrator looks like a winner. Can’t wait to try it out on Her. Her “special friend” is in town right now, so it’ll have to wait.

The Dolphin cock ring also looks interesting. Although, I have to agree with one of the reviewers that it sure does stink! It has it’s own particular plastic/rubber odor dujour……and it’s pretty strong. For my part, it doesn’t bother me at all, but I can definitely see how it might be a turn off for some.

The Pfun butt plug arrived too. It is much bigger than I had imagined! Not monstrous by any standard, but I thought it was going to be on the small side. Being made of steel, it was very cold to the touch when I picked it up too, which should make for some interesting sensations. My queen has already come up with a humiliating exorcise that it can be used for.

I’m a smoker. Not cigarettes, mind you. And, I have quit off and on quite a bit lately. So, the other day I handed over control to my Queen, and She holds my smoke now. It is completely up to Her if I get any smoke, how much, and how often. So, after giving me a small allotment (about 2-3 days worth) She says to me “Next time you want more, you can go put your cage on (the CB6000 chastity device) and put the butt plug in, and then place yourself in front of me on all fours. I may use you as a foot stool, or to eat my dinner on. Either way, when I’m done with you, you may have a little more smoke.”

Hmmmmm…….very inventive if I say so myself. She constantly surprises me lately. I often wonder if She realizes how “right on” She is lately. Usually, when I start to wonder this, I find out that She knows exactly how “right on” She is. So, I’m guessing She knows that this is a perfect task to ask for. Now, when I run out of my latest allotment, I have to embarrass myself in front of Her to get more. It is one thing to admit that I want more smoke…..that I NEED more smoke. It is quite another to cage your sex, and insert a steel butt plug up your ass and display yourself naked for use as furniture to your spouse…….the most trusted person in your life……in effect begging for more smoke. LOL! Of course, we all know that I will enjoy many aspects of this task. But, underlying it will be the undeniable psychological effect of having to perform in humiliating fashion in order to get more smoke.

Now it’s not just sex that She has me begging for…..

Kudos my Queen! I look forward to serving you in all ways……

Published in: on December 22, 2008 at 11:49 am  Leave a Comment  
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New toys for Christmas are coming soon!

I promised to post the list of toys that She had found in response to my post “Kinky Christmas wish list”. And so, here it is:

Aqua Erotica:

Lipstick vibe:

Pfun butt plug:

Blue Dolphin:

She also liked the Delight vibrator, but we removed it from the list due to lack of funds for everything. (

We’ve ordered these items, and they are on their way. Maybe I’ll post our experiences with them after they arrive.  🙂

Published in: on December 18, 2008 at 11:02 am  Leave a Comment  
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Ah, relief!

Last night my Queen was teasing me just a little bit. But, I was so horny, I was moaning aloud just at a touch from Her. It took just a little push with one finger on the head of my dick and my hips would involuntarily twitch, lifting my pelvis off the mattress and making me moan out loud. I think She was really enjoying this, but She also took pity on me after a bit and said “Stand up and twirl for me.” And so I got out of bed and began to twirl for her like a model on the catwalk. Well, actually, it was more like a drunken sailor trying not to fall down. Lol. I was pretty clumsy about it. But, I finally got my legs under me and did a little bit of a fumbling dance, and then I wiggled my butt for Her (which I know She likes). Then She says “I want you to rub your little guys for me. So, I proceeded to caress my balls for her. Of course, this was another turn on for me. Being commanded to play with my balls in front of Her. Then She said “Pull your underwear down,” which I did, “Now grab him and you may begin stroking.” (I forget the exact wording She used, but it was something very similar to this.) And so, there I was, once again, masturbating in front of my Queen on Her command. I was amazed that I wasn’t cumming almost immediately. I haven’t kept track of how long I have been chaste for her, and although it probably hasn’t been that long, it seems like forever. But, it was still taking my usual long time (about 20-30 minutes usually). Which, at times can be a good thing, but other times it’s annoying! Lol. Anyway, She starts saying things to me like “Imagine all the naughty things I’m going to do to you.” Which, almost sent me over right then and there, but for some reason, my climax backed off again. I gave Her two “early Christmas” presents today, so She says “If I don’t get THREE presents tomorrow, I’m going to spank you with you standing flat against the wall………naked.” “It won’t be a nice spanking either.” I made a mental note to get more presents for Her tomorrow……or else! Meanwhile, I AM imagining all the nasty things she might do to me in the near future. She read my last post about the kinky Christmas wish list, and She found some kinky toys that She likes instead (Maybe I’ll post these later.) So, I found myself thinking of the things She might do to me, or have me do with these new toys. One is called the “blue dolphin” and it is a jelly ring like device that fits over my cock. It has two vibrators on it. One tickles Her clit when I’m inside Her, and the other one tickles my balls while I’m wearing it. So, I’m fantasizing about it being used against me. In my fantasy, I’m told to put on the blue dolphin and then enter her all the way in. She has me stay there, not moving while the feeling of me inside her, combined with the vibrations on Her clit get Her off. But, at the same time, I am told that I better not cum. And in fact, the sensation of vibration against my balls, combined with the velvety feel of being inside Her are driving me wild, but not quite enough to send me over the edge. And so I’m in that great space on the edge. Then I start to fantasize about the Pfun butt plug She picked out for me. It’s stainless steel…….very kinky! I can only imagine what That’s going to feel like! Meanwhile, back in the “real” world, I’m still masturbating in front of my Queen, occasionally looking up to see Her still watching me. Which is both a turn on, and makes me a bit nervous, which might explain why it’s taking me so long. Then She says “Hurry up, I’m getting tired of watching.” Which means two things to me. First, I’m pretty sure she wants me to complete this, and that’s it’s not meant to be a tease, bringing me to the edge and then telling me to stop. And secondly, regardless of the original intent, if I don’t cum soon, She might order me to stop because I’m taking too long. The combination of this, and my need to please her gets me to try even harder, which thankfully sends me over the edge and I cup my hand in front of my penis, catching everything so as to not make a mess.

Thankfully, She is totally turned off by the idea of making me “eat it”. The amount in my hand totally fills up my palm, to the point that it is almost spilling over. Definitely a large amount for me. I’m not sure what I would have done if She said to “eat it.” Well, ok, we all know what I would have done, but I would not have enjoyed it. A lot of us fantasize about being forced to eat it, but that fantasy shrivels away as soon as we cum. I’m no different. It would have been hard to do. But, instead I’m allowed to go into the bathroom and clean up.

Ah, relief!


As I get back into bed She says “I think I like getting you off without having to do any work myself.” And with that thought in my head, I drift off to blissful slumber…..

Published in: on December 15, 2008 at 9:31 am  Leave a Comment  
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