Ah, relief!

Last night my Queen was teasing me just a little bit. But, I was so horny, I was moaning aloud just at a touch from Her. It took just a little push with one finger on the head of my dick and my hips would involuntarily twitch, lifting my pelvis off the mattress and making me moan out loud. I think She was really enjoying this, but She also took pity on me after a bit and said “Stand up and twirl for me.” And so I got out of bed and began to twirl for her like a model on the catwalk. Well, actually, it was more like a drunken sailor trying not to fall down. Lol. I was pretty clumsy about it. But, I finally got my legs under me and did a little bit of a fumbling dance, and then I wiggled my butt for Her (which I know She likes). Then She says “I want you to rub your little guys for me. So, I proceeded to caress my balls for her. Of course, this was another turn on for me. Being commanded to play with my balls in front of Her. Then She said “Pull your underwear down,” which I did, “Now grab him and you may begin stroking.” (I forget the exact wording She used, but it was something very similar to this.) And so, there I was, once again, masturbating in front of my Queen on Her command. I was amazed that I wasn’t cumming almost immediately. I haven’t kept track of how long I have been chaste for her, and although it probably hasn’t been that long, it seems like forever. But, it was still taking my usual long time (about 20-30 minutes usually). Which, at times can be a good thing, but other times it’s annoying! Lol. Anyway, She starts saying things to me like “Imagine all the naughty things I’m going to do to you.” Which, almost sent me over right then and there, but for some reason, my climax backed off again. I gave Her two “early Christmas” presents today, so She says “If I don’t get THREE presents tomorrow, I’m going to spank you with you standing flat against the wall………naked.” “It won’t be a nice spanking either.” I made a mental note to get more presents for Her tomorrow……or else! Meanwhile, I AM imagining all the nasty things she might do to me in the near future. She read my last post about the kinky Christmas wish list, and She found some kinky toys that She likes instead (Maybe I’ll post these later.) So, I found myself thinking of the things She might do to me, or have me do with these new toys. One is called the “blue dolphin” and it is a jelly ring like device that fits over my cock. It has two vibrators on it. One tickles Her clit when I’m inside Her, and the other one tickles my balls while I’m wearing it. So, I’m fantasizing about it being used against me. In my fantasy, I’m told to put on the blue dolphin and then enter her all the way in. She has me stay there, not moving while the feeling of me inside her, combined with the vibrations on Her clit get Her off. But, at the same time, I am told that I better not cum. And in fact, the sensation of vibration against my balls, combined with the velvety feel of being inside Her are driving me wild, but not quite enough to send me over the edge. And so I’m in that great space on the edge. Then I start to fantasize about the Pfun butt plug She picked out for me. It’s stainless steel…….very kinky! I can only imagine what That’s going to feel like! Meanwhile, back in the “real” world, I’m still masturbating in front of my Queen, occasionally looking up to see Her still watching me. Which is both a turn on, and makes me a bit nervous, which might explain why it’s taking me so long. Then She says “Hurry up, I’m getting tired of watching.” Which means two things to me. First, I’m pretty sure she wants me to complete this, and that’s it’s not meant to be a tease, bringing me to the edge and then telling me to stop. And secondly, regardless of the original intent, if I don’t cum soon, She might order me to stop because I’m taking too long. The combination of this, and my need to please her gets me to try even harder, which thankfully sends me over the edge and I cup my hand in front of my penis, catching everything so as to not make a mess.

Thankfully, She is totally turned off by the idea of making me “eat it”. The amount in my hand totally fills up my palm, to the point that it is almost spilling over. Definitely a large amount for me. I’m not sure what I would have done if She said to “eat it.” Well, ok, we all know what I would have done, but I would not have enjoyed it. A lot of us fantasize about being forced to eat it, but that fantasy shrivels away as soon as we cum. I’m no different. It would have been hard to do. But, instead I’m allowed to go into the bathroom and clean up.

Ah, relief!


As I get back into bed She says “I think I like getting you off without having to do any work myself.” And with that thought in my head, I drift off to blissful slumber…..

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First Session

A little background first: My Lady has been reading a book I bought Her called “A Good Girls Guide to Female Dominance”. Though I have not read a page of it, preferring that anything She learns from it come as a surprise to me, She has shared some of what she has read with me. One of the things she shared is the idea of having sessions. According to what She has told me, the book advocates having sessions with your sub that are planned out. They should have a plot to them, and a story line. While this isn’t exactly how I would have approached it, I’m certainly not going to argue. I think my Lady will find Her own way, and keep what She likes out of the book. And, after all, this is the part I’m going to really enjoy right? These are my “treats” for being a good boy. Though I should never be allowed to expect a treat for anything, this is how the Dom can, and often does, reward the sub. Who am I to argue…..let the sessions begin!  🙂

And so, the other day my Lady comes home and immediately announces “We are going to have a session tonight. You will go into the bedroom, strip down and put on your chastity device. You are going to wear it while we go drop off this package for one of my clients. I’m not sure if you are going to go up to the door or not. And, I may make you unzip your pants and have “it” hanging out during the drive. I haven’t decide yet. There is more that we will do, but I will tell you later. OK, you may go into the bedroom now…”

Needless to say, I was charged! This is getting serious, and I can’t wait to see what She has in store for me. I went into the bedroom, with Her following me to watch me put the cage on. I was so excited, I totally forgot to put some lotion on the underside of my scrotum first (A good idea to keep away that burning sensation everyone talks about getting). I fumbled a little bit getting the ring on, and the 3 parts put together properly. But, all in all it went well. Once I was in my cage, we left to go visit Her client’s house.

While She didn’t make me stick it out the front of my pants on the way there, it was still very interesting driving with it on. I was acutely aware of my condition. The cage was a little less comfortable than the first time I wore it, and I presume that was because of the lack of lotion down there. As I was semi-hard off and on all the way there, it kept pulling the ring forward and creating that uncomfortable feeling. It wasn’t a big deal really, but I did notice it. When we got there, She decided to bring the item to the door Herself, saving/preventing me from the embarrassment/enjoyment of having to walk up to the door in my predicament. Not that Her client would have noticed, as the cb6000 is very discrete. I’d have to hug her close for her to notice. But, I would know it was there. I would know that my Lady has complete control over me at this moment, while standing in front of this complete stranger. And I would wonder how much She was enjoying that fact while watching me deliver Her package for Her.

After we drove home, She had me unzip my pants and pull him out till he was visible in his cage. I walked around the house for the rest of the night this way for Her amusement. Then, before we went to bed, She called me upstairs and made me lay on the bed with my pants around my ankles – still caged. My feet were on the ground, and I was bent over the foot of the bed. She had her favorite paddle ready. She started asking me some questions, which I don’t recall at this moment. But, when I started answering yes to them, She asked me “yes what?” “Yes Honey” I said, because this is how She asked me to address Her last time we were in our D/s role a year ago. I heard the crack, and felt the sting and the heat on my bottom as She brought the paddle down. “No, try again” She said. I was in shock. My brain wouldn’t work. I couldn’t think of anything. Did I get that wrong? Wasn’t that what we agreed on last time we tried this relationship? Was it “sweetheart” that we agreed on? So I said “Yes Sweetheart.” CRACK! Another burning stinging assault on my ass. She wasn’t kidding around here. That really hurt. I had mentioned to Her recently that if She wanted to punish me, that spanking me hard with no warm up would work. Apparently, She took it to heart. She knew what She was doing too, because I was scared. I didn’t know what to say. I was at a complete loss. What honorary title was She looking for? I think She brought the paddle down one more time but I’m not 100% sure. Then She said “Do you need a hint?” OMG do I ever! I stammered “yes please”. “What type of dominant did I say I wanted to be?” She inquired of me. “Yes Goddess” I tried. SMACK! “Try again” She said. “Yes my Queen” I said, remembering that She liked both, but that in the end, She felt the Queen better suited her. The Goddess kept her slaves in panties and dressed them in woman’s clothes, which my Queen is not into at all. Thankfully, I got it right finally. My bottom was definitely sore.

“Ok, you may stand up now and take off the cage. Go get the key and bring it here.” Stumbling off the bed, I went to get the key and brought it back to Her, wondering what else (if anything) She had in store for me. She put the key into the lock and released it. I took off the cage and awaited further instructions. At this point, She lay down on the bed with a “devil in Her eye” look and said “You may stand at the foot of the bed and masturbate while I watch.” Rarely had She ever allowed me to masturbate in front of Her, so this was new and interesting. I found two things a bit distracting. First, She WAS watching me ever so closely, and with an alluring look on Her face. I believe She  was truly enjoying it. Which, was a big turn on for me, but also made me nervous at times. Secondly, the tubes going down to my balls were a little sore, and the more I played with myself, the more I noticed it. Anyway, she had me masturbating in front of her for a bit and then said “Stop.” Of course I stopped immediately and put my hands to my side. She got off the bed and approached me from the side. Using the paddle, She touched me and caressed me up and down my body. This had a huge effect on me, sending me further into subspace and eliciting full body shivers from me. I was no longer in control of my body. I couldn’t have stopped the shivers (or the moaning) if I tried. Then, She calmly sat back down on the bed and said “You may continue.” And so I started masturbating for Her again. This continued back and forth for a bit until She allowed me to continue masturbating while She ran the paddle up and down my body. Then She would lightly tap my nipples with the paddle. Then She would lightly paddle my ass. All the while allowing me to continue masturbating. Yes, I was in heaven. But, I still hadn’t climaxed. She stopped me and said “If you had a choice to beg me to let you cum, or beg me to let you stop now, which would it be?” I thought about the question. Was it a trick question? Of course I would rather be allowed to cum. Then again, begging Her to let me stop and stay chaste for Her might be what She wants from me at this time. The earlier interrogation, punctuated with a hard paddling, had me confused. And so I said “I’d beg you to let me stop.” “That’s not what I expected” She said. “Well, I guess you are going to have to wait to cum then. I’m not sure when the next time will be…..”

What a session! My beautiful Queen had taken me to new heights. Though I did not cum, I was still VERY happy. Obviously, my Queen loved me a great deal, and has been enjoying being pampered, or else She wouldn’t have given me such a treat. And, I was also very impressed with the session She had created. She knew what She wanted, and She successfully took away all my control. She is getting good at this. Fast! What is a humble servant to do?

Later on that night, at about 2am in the morning, I rolled over into a new position, waking up slightly. Apparently, She was awake also, as She pulled the covers down off of me and said “You may take care of yourslelf now.” She knows I like it best in the morning. I think she must have figured out that that means I like it when I’m still half in and out of sleep. And so, I masturbated for her again until I came. Ah, life is good!

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