Plugged II

Night before last, I was snuggling up to my Queen as we were going to sleep. Perhaps I was a little too enthusiastic, or maybe I allowed my enjoyment of feeling skin on skin to be vocalized too much? She reached over and said “Is this what you want?” while taking my underwear down and grasping my cock in Her hand. It was straining to get out to be sure. Just the feel of being in Her grasp was heaven. She continued to masturbate me to climax, which didn’t take long….maybe 5 minutes max. That just goes to show how ready I was. I normally last a long time. Too long. Say 30-45 minutes. Back in the vanilla days, this was a consistent problem. Of course, I still enjoyed it, but it really wore Her out. I think my chastity has solved this problem, but there’s not enough evidence to prove it yet.

Then, the next day (yesterday), I ran out of smoke again. Which, of course, meant that I had to be plugged and caged for Her amusement before She would give me any more. Unfortunately, when She came home, She had the beginnings of a cold. I offered to defer till tomorrow, but She wouldn’t have it. So, after serving dinner for Her, I went upstairs to prepare myself for display.

First, I got the cage and plug out and set them on the bathroom counter so they would be ready. Then, I took the plug with me into the shower to relax enough to get it inserted. This is the Pfun Butt Plug, which is stainless steel. I soaped up all my parts and made sure everything was clean. Then I washed with some pumpkin body soap to make sure I smelled good for my Queen. After getting good and clean, I lubed up one finger, and began to massage my anus to get it to relax. It didn’t take as long as last time before I had my middle finger inserted comfortably. I let it get used to it, before lubing up the butt plug. Carefully and slowly I inserted it. As always, it takes a bit to get the head of it inside. I’ve found that crouching down in the shower is the most comfortable and easiest way to get the butt plug inserted. I made sure to insert it correctly this time, with the head of it pointing forward instead of backward. Once the head made it in, I relaxed a bit, and the rest slid in slowly, but easily. It still felt weird to me to have the head of the butt plug forced up against the front wall/prostate, but at least now I know that it’s supposed to be that way. With it pointed forward, there is also more pressure trying to push the plug out of me, so I found myself clenching my cheeks together, and walking/standing with my legs close together in an effort to keep it fully inserted.

So, that part done, I got out of the shower and dried off, all the while clenching my cheeks together to keep it inside. Then I put the cb6000 chastity cage on. For some reason, I had a little more difficulty with it this time. Perhaps my clenched butt cheeks made it more difficult? The first time I tried to get my penis in the cage, I didn’t have the stocking far enough over the head of my penis to pull it into the cage effectively. So, I had to pull it back out again and put the stocking a little bit farther over the head before trying again. Second time, it went in better, though not completely, and I had to get a Que tip out and move things around a bit before it was comfortable enough to put the lock on. As before, I left the lock open with the key in it and available should She decide to lock me in.

With that, I donned my robe and went to see my Queen. After coming down the stairs (butt cheeks clenched), She smiled and said “I almost stopped you before you came down. You forgot to bring the cookie jar with you.”) That’s right, I forgot that She wanted me to bring the cookie jar down. With all the insertion, and caging thoughts running around  my head, I completely forgot. Her smile and tone of voice said to me that She was enjoying making me go upstairs again. So, I had to walk back up the stairs (butt cheeks clenched) get the jar and then walk back down (butt cheeks clenched) to give it to my Queen. On the way down the second time, I took the robe off so She could see me walking naked down the stairs, with my penis caged, and my butt cheeks clenched trying to hold the butt plug in place.

It was mostly just the feeling that it wanted out. The plug was actually staying in place ok, other than the fact that the last half inch didn’t want to stay inside.

I also had to go get the only nipple clamp we own and bring it to Her. Of course, She had me put it on. I placed it on my left nipple, and slowly adjusted it to an appropriate pressure. I forgot how much these things hurt. (reminds me of a John Cougar Mellencamp song “hurt so good”) It was an alligator style clip, with a small adjustment on the side.

Then I got down in front of Her, on all fours. She swung her legs off the couch and used me as a foot stool. So, now I have four sensations going on; The Pfun butt plug up my ass, my penis in the cb6000 cage, a nipple clamp on my left nipple, and the pressure of Her legs being supported on my back. The butt plug felt like it was coming out,  and I kept trying to tense my sphincter muscles to pull it back in. She asked me to reach for the paddle, which was still sitting on the table from the last time She used it. I gave it to Her, and She proceeded to playfully smack my ass with it. Then She would alternate between paddling and caressing me with it. When She caressed me with it, it sent shivers thru me and my butt would involuntarily arc upwards. Then She’d give it a good smack, and I would involuntarily clutch my cheeks together. She repeated this over and over. Not only was the constant clenching/unclenching affecting the butt plug, and the feelings it was generating, but it also made it very obvious to me that my cock was caged. You know, I was using those muscles that make the cock jump when they twitch, which would normally give me a hard on sooner or later, but there was no chance of that was there?

By now, the weight of her legs on me was starting to make my arms tired. It doesn’t take much, as I’m not Mr. Universe or anything like that. About the time that I started to notice this, She said She was done, and I was allowed to go upstairs to remove everything and get cleaned up.

I went upstairs and sat on the bed. It was a strange sensation, as the handle sticking out of my ass effectively forced the rest of the butt plug into me and put more pressure on my prostate. It wasn’t a painful pressure, but more of a dull forceful pressure that felt wrong because it was inside of me. I know that many guys can be milked by putting pressure on the prostate, or by messaging it. I’d also heard of the big “O” that a man can have as well, and I’m very curious about it. So, I lay back on the bed, and used my sphincter muscles to push/pull the butt plug in and out. At least, it felt like it was going in and out. I’m sure it was probable barely moving. I did that for about 20-30 seconds. I’m not sure, but it felt like I was on the right track. I think I would have to do that for a lot longer, but the possibility was there that it might work.

I went into the bathroom and removed the cage and plug. Did I forget to mention that the nipple clamp fell of halfway thru the session? I think I did. Anyway, after removing everything, I noticed a drop of precum at the end of my cock. Hmmmmmm. Maybe the butt plug/prostate massage worked better than I thought. Or, it could be the excitement from being used in that way by my Queen? In any case, it made me want to try it even more.

I have to say, I’m liking this Pfun butt plug more and more. Since it is stainless steel, it was a bit scarier. I’ve often been told not to use anything metal or hard as a butt plug, or as a dildo, as the unyielding nature of it can lead to injury. But, even though this thing is a little bit bigger than I expected, it goes in nicely. I know I’ve used smaller plugs that were more difficult to insert. I think it has to do with the ultra smooth, non-porous nature of steel. When you put silicone lube on it, it becomes extremely slippery. Enough that it wants to slide out of your hand, and you have to be careful that you have a good grip on it. I almost dropped it in the shower prior to insertion. Another really cool thing about it is how clean it comes out. Hardly anything sticks to it. Clean up is a breeze too. A little soap and water, and it’s totally clean. No smell either! Definitely cool!

Another property that might be interesting to explore is the way stainless steel holds different temperatures. Specifically, it can feel very cold to the touch. I haven’t experienced this because I take it into the shower with me and by the time I insert it, it is warmed up nicely. I wonder what it would feel like straight out of the fridge?

In any case, I enjoyed myself once again, thanks to my loving Queen. I hope She enjoys using me for Her pleasure as well. Getting the smoke almost seems secondary now. Not that it isn’t a great reward, because it is. And not that displaying myself for Her isn’t embarrassing enough, or hard enough, but of course I still enjoy it.     🙂

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Plugged!

I’ve been meaning to write this post for some time, so please forgive me for the delay.

I believe it was on boxing day…….(12-26)

I had finally run out of smoke. And, as those of you who have been keeping up know, my Queen is now holding my smoke and doling it out in small amounts to me as She sees fit. She told me last time She gave me some that when I ran out, I would have to put the cage (cb6000 chastity device) on and insert our new Pfun butt plug before displaying myself in front of her to get more. This was both exciting, and a bit scary for me. The Pfun butt plug was bigger than I expected. But, a “deal” is a deal, so I went upstairs to prepare myself for display.

First, I laid everything out on the bathroom counter. Cb6000 with all the proper parts and pieces. And, the Pfun butt plug, which comes in a very classy box, complete with purple liner over cushioned compartment which fits the plug perfectly.

Next, I took a nice relaxing shower. I’ve always loved showers (or especially hot baths) in the winter time. And, more than anything, I wanted to make sure I was as clean as possible for my Queen. Clean, and smelling fresh! Also, I needed some relaxing time to prepare my anus for the plug. After doing the usual clean up with a bit more attention to my backside, I put some silicone lube on one of my fingers and began to massage my anus. I went slow and careful, trying to get it to relax. After a bit, it accepted my finger inside without too much pressure/pain. I let it get used to that for a half minute or so, and then put a bunch of silicone lube on the Pfun butt plug. I had to go slow once again, as I wasn’t quite ready for something that big. The head of this thing is the biggest part. I worked at it a bit, always easing back if it took to much pressure/pain to proceed any farther. After about a minute, the head of the butt plug was finally inserted.

Now, I should mention that the Pfun butt plug has a pretty hard angle to it. It’s not 90 degrees, but it’s at least 45. And, I was a little unsure which way the curve was supposed to point. I mean, I was pretty sure it was supposed to point forward, but I wasn’t positive. And, as I began working it farther in with it pointing forward, I was meeting quite a bit of resistance. So, for the sake of argument, I spun it around 180 degrees (not too hard, since only the head was really in there so far) and it started going in much easier. I got it all the way in, and man, did it feel wierd! This thing is heavy! It’s made from stainless steel, so it has a lot of weight to it. While it didn’t feel like it wanted to fall out, the weight of it definitely put some pressure on my anus. And, pointed backward, it seemed to fit in there perfectly. It barely seemed to be touching any walls. But still I thought it should be pointing forward. So, I started to try to twist it 180 degrees back to pointing forward. Needless to say, I was being very very careful here! This thing is stainless steel, so it has no give. I certainly didn’t want to injure myself. Imagine trying to explain this to the emergency room doctor! Not to mention that it’s just better not injuring yourself, regardless of any humiliation involved. I found that, while being careful, it was indeed possible to spin the butt plug 180 degrees to get it pointing forward again. But then, it didn’t want to stay all the way in. Pointing forward, it really did feel like it was going to pop out at any minute, especially when I was standing up, or moving around. And, it put a LOT of pressure on the forward wall (and I later verified…..the prostate, which is exactly what it is designed to do.) it felt wrong. So, I twisted it back.

Then, I got out of the shower, and dried off. Time to put on the cage. I’m getting better at this. I got the 3 piece ring on and put together correctly. I put a small amount of the end of the stocking over the head of my penis, and then pulled him into the cage with it. It is still a bit of a trick getting the stocking to slide off the head and out of the cage, but I managed. It always makes me semi-hard putting it on, which it turn makes it more difficult to pull the rest of the stocking out. I waited a bit for the excitement level to go down before I pulled the rest of it out.

So, here I am, caged and plugged and ready for display.

I walked naked downstairs and let my Queen inspect the cage to show it was on and ready to be locked. She did not elect to lock me in. Then I got on all fours in front of her so She could see that the butt plug was also inserted to it’s fullest. She had me stay on all fours for a bit. First, She checked it out, commented on the fact that She could barely see the handle of it, it was so far in. My buttocks were doing a good job hiding it. Lol. Then she proceeded to playfully smack my bottom over and over. Of course, this had me tensing up and relaxing, which meant that my anus was alternated between the “tense…let’s see if we can suck this butt plug in any farther”, and the “relaxed…can’t wait to get this out of me” feelings. Too bad I had the butt plug pointing backward. It would have been massaging my prostate quite nicely there.

Then I showed Her that I could spin it 180 degrees (being very careful, of course!) After spinning it around, I went thru the relaxed/tense/relaxed/tense cycle and I could feel it going in farther, and then coming back out a bit as I cycled thru. She even said “It’s going in and out.” At which point I told Her “I am doing that on purpose.” The feeling was quite strange. As I said, the butt plug puts a LOT of pressure on the prostate. I’ve never experienced a prostate massage before, so I don’t know if that is the normal amount of pressure or not. I’ll be interested to see if I can actually have a big “O” this way, and if it will effectively milk my prostate or not. I don’t know if it is putting too much pressure on the prostate, or if it’s just right.

And, I wasn’t going to find out that night either, as my Queen said “you may go upstairs and remove everything now.”

And so, the first experiment with the Pfun butt plug officially ended. I went upstairs and removed it. It slid right out with very little effort on my part. As much as the stainless steel construction of the butt plug is very unyielding to the point of being scary/exciting, it is VERY slippery with silicone lube on it. Which reminds me of another thing I really like about it. You can use any kind of lube on it that you want. I can never keep track of which lube is supposed to be used on what. The only rule I seem to be able to remember is that silicone lube should never be used on a silicone toy. But, (no pun intended) you can use whatever you want on stainless steel.

I removed the cage as well, putting everything away in it’s proper place. Then, I went back downstairs, and my Queen gave me a small amount of smoke. Mmmmmm…..I love getting high…..but, this definitely put a different twist on it…..

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First Session

A little background first: My Lady has been reading a book I bought Her called “A Good Girls Guide to Female Dominance”. Though I have not read a page of it, preferring that anything She learns from it come as a surprise to me, She has shared some of what she has read with me. One of the things she shared is the idea of having sessions. According to what She has told me, the book advocates having sessions with your sub that are planned out. They should have a plot to them, and a story line. While this isn’t exactly how I would have approached it, I’m certainly not going to argue. I think my Lady will find Her own way, and keep what She likes out of the book. And, after all, this is the part I’m going to really enjoy right? These are my “treats” for being a good boy. Though I should never be allowed to expect a treat for anything, this is how the Dom can, and often does, reward the sub. Who am I to argue…..let the sessions begin!  🙂

And so, the other day my Lady comes home and immediately announces “We are going to have a session tonight. You will go into the bedroom, strip down and put on your chastity device. You are going to wear it while we go drop off this package for one of my clients. I’m not sure if you are going to go up to the door or not. And, I may make you unzip your pants and have “it” hanging out during the drive. I haven’t decide yet. There is more that we will do, but I will tell you later. OK, you may go into the bedroom now…”

Needless to say, I was charged! This is getting serious, and I can’t wait to see what She has in store for me. I went into the bedroom, with Her following me to watch me put the cage on. I was so excited, I totally forgot to put some lotion on the underside of my scrotum first (A good idea to keep away that burning sensation everyone talks about getting). I fumbled a little bit getting the ring on, and the 3 parts put together properly. But, all in all it went well. Once I was in my cage, we left to go visit Her client’s house.

While She didn’t make me stick it out the front of my pants on the way there, it was still very interesting driving with it on. I was acutely aware of my condition. The cage was a little less comfortable than the first time I wore it, and I presume that was because of the lack of lotion down there. As I was semi-hard off and on all the way there, it kept pulling the ring forward and creating that uncomfortable feeling. It wasn’t a big deal really, but I did notice it. When we got there, She decided to bring the item to the door Herself, saving/preventing me from the embarrassment/enjoyment of having to walk up to the door in my predicament. Not that Her client would have noticed, as the cb6000 is very discrete. I’d have to hug her close for her to notice. But, I would know it was there. I would know that my Lady has complete control over me at this moment, while standing in front of this complete stranger. And I would wonder how much She was enjoying that fact while watching me deliver Her package for Her.

After we drove home, She had me unzip my pants and pull him out till he was visible in his cage. I walked around the house for the rest of the night this way for Her amusement. Then, before we went to bed, She called me upstairs and made me lay on the bed with my pants around my ankles – still caged. My feet were on the ground, and I was bent over the foot of the bed. She had her favorite paddle ready. She started asking me some questions, which I don’t recall at this moment. But, when I started answering yes to them, She asked me “yes what?” “Yes Honey” I said, because this is how She asked me to address Her last time we were in our D/s role a year ago. I heard the crack, and felt the sting and the heat on my bottom as She brought the paddle down. “No, try again” She said. I was in shock. My brain wouldn’t work. I couldn’t think of anything. Did I get that wrong? Wasn’t that what we agreed on last time we tried this relationship? Was it “sweetheart” that we agreed on? So I said “Yes Sweetheart.” CRACK! Another burning stinging assault on my ass. She wasn’t kidding around here. That really hurt. I had mentioned to Her recently that if She wanted to punish me, that spanking me hard with no warm up would work. Apparently, She took it to heart. She knew what She was doing too, because I was scared. I didn’t know what to say. I was at a complete loss. What honorary title was She looking for? I think She brought the paddle down one more time but I’m not 100% sure. Then She said “Do you need a hint?” OMG do I ever! I stammered “yes please”. “What type of dominant did I say I wanted to be?” She inquired of me. “Yes Goddess” I tried. SMACK! “Try again” She said. “Yes my Queen” I said, remembering that She liked both, but that in the end, She felt the Queen better suited her. The Goddess kept her slaves in panties and dressed them in woman’s clothes, which my Queen is not into at all. Thankfully, I got it right finally. My bottom was definitely sore.

“Ok, you may stand up now and take off the cage. Go get the key and bring it here.” Stumbling off the bed, I went to get the key and brought it back to Her, wondering what else (if anything) She had in store for me. She put the key into the lock and released it. I took off the cage and awaited further instructions. At this point, She lay down on the bed with a “devil in Her eye” look and said “You may stand at the foot of the bed and masturbate while I watch.” Rarely had She ever allowed me to masturbate in front of Her, so this was new and interesting. I found two things a bit distracting. First, She WAS watching me ever so closely, and with an alluring look on Her face. I believe She  was truly enjoying it. Which, was a big turn on for me, but also made me nervous at times. Secondly, the tubes going down to my balls were a little sore, and the more I played with myself, the more I noticed it. Anyway, she had me masturbating in front of her for a bit and then said “Stop.” Of course I stopped immediately and put my hands to my side. She got off the bed and approached me from the side. Using the paddle, She touched me and caressed me up and down my body. This had a huge effect on me, sending me further into subspace and eliciting full body shivers from me. I was no longer in control of my body. I couldn’t have stopped the shivers (or the moaning) if I tried. Then, She calmly sat back down on the bed and said “You may continue.” And so I started masturbating for Her again. This continued back and forth for a bit until She allowed me to continue masturbating while She ran the paddle up and down my body. Then She would lightly tap my nipples with the paddle. Then She would lightly paddle my ass. All the while allowing me to continue masturbating. Yes, I was in heaven. But, I still hadn’t climaxed. She stopped me and said “If you had a choice to beg me to let you cum, or beg me to let you stop now, which would it be?” I thought about the question. Was it a trick question? Of course I would rather be allowed to cum. Then again, begging Her to let me stop and stay chaste for Her might be what She wants from me at this time. The earlier interrogation, punctuated with a hard paddling, had me confused. And so I said “I’d beg you to let me stop.” “That’s not what I expected” She said. “Well, I guess you are going to have to wait to cum then. I’m not sure when the next time will be…..”

What a session! My beautiful Queen had taken me to new heights. Though I did not cum, I was still VERY happy. Obviously, my Queen loved me a great deal, and has been enjoying being pampered, or else She wouldn’t have given me such a treat. And, I was also very impressed with the session She had created. She knew what She wanted, and She successfully took away all my control. She is getting good at this. Fast! What is a humble servant to do?

Later on that night, at about 2am in the morning, I rolled over into a new position, waking up slightly. Apparently, She was awake also, as She pulled the covers down off of me and said “You may take care of yourslelf now.” She knows I like it best in the morning. I think she must have figured out that that means I like it when I’m still half in and out of sleep. And so, I masturbated for her again until I came. Ah, life is good!

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