Ah, relief!

Last night my Queen was teasing me just a little bit. But, I was so horny, I was moaning aloud just at a touch from Her. It took just a little push with one finger on the head of my dick and my hips would involuntarily twitch, lifting my pelvis off the mattress and making me moan out loud. I think She was really enjoying this, but She also took pity on me after a bit and said “Stand up and twirl for me.” And so I got out of bed and began to twirl for her like a model on the catwalk. Well, actually, it was more like a drunken sailor trying not to fall down. Lol. I was pretty clumsy about it. But, I finally got my legs under me and did a little bit of a fumbling dance, and then I wiggled my butt for Her (which I know She likes). Then She says “I want you to rub your little guys for me. So, I proceeded to caress my balls for her. Of course, this was another turn on for me. Being commanded to play with my balls in front of Her. Then She said “Pull your underwear down,” which I did, “Now grab him and you may begin stroking.” (I forget the exact wording She used, but it was something very similar to this.) And so, there I was, once again, masturbating in front of my Queen on Her command. I was amazed that I wasn’t cumming almost immediately. I haven’t kept track of how long I have been chaste for her, and although it probably hasn’t been that long, it seems like forever. But, it was still taking my usual long time (about 20-30 minutes usually). Which, at times can be a good thing, but other times it’s annoying! Lol. Anyway, She starts saying things to me like “Imagine all the naughty things I’m going to do to you.” Which, almost sent me over right then and there, but for some reason, my climax backed off again. I gave Her two “early Christmas” presents today, so She says “If I don’t get THREE presents tomorrow, I’m going to spank you with you standing flat against the wall………naked.” “It won’t be a nice spanking either.” I made a mental note to get more presents for Her tomorrow……or else! Meanwhile, I AM imagining all the nasty things she might do to me in the near future. She read my last post about the kinky Christmas wish list, and She found some kinky toys that She likes instead (Maybe I’ll post these later.) So, I found myself thinking of the things She might do to me, or have me do with these new toys. One is called the “blue dolphin” and it is a jelly ring like device that fits over my cock. It has two vibrators on it. One tickles Her clit when I’m inside Her, and the other one tickles my balls while I’m wearing it. So, I’m fantasizing about it being used against me. In my fantasy, I’m told to put on the blue dolphin and then enter her all the way in. She has me stay there, not moving while the feeling of me inside her, combined with the vibrations on Her clit get Her off. But, at the same time, I am told that I better not cum. And in fact, the sensation of vibration against my balls, combined with the velvety feel of being inside Her are driving me wild, but not quite enough to send me over the edge. And so I’m in that great space on the edge. Then I start to fantasize about the Pfun butt plug She picked out for me. It’s stainless steel…….very kinky! I can only imagine what That’s going to feel like! Meanwhile, back in the “real” world, I’m still masturbating in front of my Queen, occasionally looking up to see Her still watching me. Which is both a turn on, and makes me a bit nervous, which might explain why it’s taking me so long. Then She says “Hurry up, I’m getting tired of watching.” Which means two things to me. First, I’m pretty sure she wants me to complete this, and that’s it’s not meant to be a tease, bringing me to the edge and then telling me to stop. And secondly, regardless of the original intent, if I don’t cum soon, She might order me to stop because I’m taking too long. The combination of this, and my need to please her gets me to try even harder, which thankfully sends me over the edge and I cup my hand in front of my penis, catching everything so as to not make a mess.

Thankfully, She is totally turned off by the idea of making me “eat it”. The amount in my hand totally fills up my palm, to the point that it is almost spilling over. Definitely a large amount for me. I’m not sure what I would have done if She said to “eat it.” Well, ok, we all know what I would have done, but I would not have enjoyed it. A lot of us fantasize about being forced to eat it, but that fantasy shrivels away as soon as we cum. I’m no different. It would have been hard to do. But, instead I’m allowed to go into the bathroom and clean up.

Ah, relief!

 

As I get back into bed She says “I think I like getting you off without having to do any work myself.” And with that thought in my head, I drift off to blissful slumber…..

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